• Cut

    I noticed one thing as a general theme for this year: ripping apart. Be it old programs, be it things that no longer align, there is a common theme – cutting it. I mean, I didn’t have high expectations for this year, but I also didn’t think I would reach the bottom of Mariana Trench…

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  • Rx

    You know that one, already famous saying This entire year felt like being awake during anaesthesia? Well, six months in, and I already had a lobotomy sans anaesthesia. I used to firmly believe that there are years that ask questions and years that answer, but as the years are passing by, I have more questions…

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  • Pain

    Sometimes I wonder how we are really processing pain and are we aware of it. Most of us learned to suppress it, to hide it, and just store it for later to deal with it when the time comes. The time never comes and the pain grows and becomes infected, and it starts eating us…

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  • Forward

    I strongly believe that our society is going backwards or rather stagnating. We have stopped developing long time ago. Now, we just have an obsession after obsession after obsession just melting into one another. Everywhere you look you see someone obsessed with something; protein, fitness, traveling, eating healthy, changing faces, body parts, partying… you name…

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  • Belonging

    Have you ever felt like you don’t belong? Like, anywhere you go you can’t help but feel odd and weird. Like that line from Bad Omen’s song: in every place I’m on my toes and still I feel like I impose. That’ exactly how I felt my entire life. Never belonging anywhere, never feeling like…

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  • DisappointMENts

    Did you ever wonder how the world would look like if matriarchy was the system instead of this boiling hell we have called the patriarchy. If the system aka patriarchy doesn’t make you furious, then there is something wrong with you. And I’m not afraid to call to call you out. People in my environment…

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  • Past self

    Have you ever wondered how much of an influence our past lives have on our current lives? Are some of our believes truly ours? It’s an interesting thing to think about, regardless of you believing in past lives or not. A few years ago, I had the strangest dream, a dream of a woman with…

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  • Jump

    Are you familiar with that feeling of being pushed over the edge? The feeling of the inevitable change and fate? I think it’s one of the most exciting and also one of the scariest feelings to experience. It’s exactly like you are jumping into the pool or a very deep sea. Hence the saying When…

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  • Toxic heights

    Do you think it takes a tremendous amount of healing and growing up for us to notice how we were being sold a story of the most heartbreakingly toxic love masked as the greatest love? As usual something very familiar and overly hyped made me realize something. We can draw an example from any romance…

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  • Energies

    Remember how I told you about inner feeling and how we, as humans are energetical beings first and then emotional and only then physical? Well, I’m convinced that our intuition knows things before we do. Energy never ever lies. Look, I have been that person who tries to rationalize everything and define things before I…

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Shadows purr

Welcome to the deepest part of human psyche. We are tackling shadows, diving deep into the ocean of our core and questioning the built-in standards. Hold your breath and let’s visit Hades.