Have you ever awakened to the idea that you are stuck in a cycle of ever repeating circumstances, stories and problems? You are facing the same thing over and over without realizing it. Until you do, and that’s more powerful than exiting a cycle and cutting the circle.
Recently I had a very sobering awakening that I am stuck in a repeating cycle of the same thing disguised as a new beginning. Sometimes, there is no disguise, it’s in the plain sight, yet I chose to ignore it. I feel like this eclipse has been eye-opening. Let me elaborate. I have been stuck in the same cycle of doing the job I don’t like, changing the company just to end up in the same, if not worse environment with the same issues, same prison feeling, same efforts of trying to escape. Universe has been smacking me in the face with a chair when it comes to certain “friendships” for years on end, and I just ignored it for the sake of history. The eclipse came and just illuminated all of my issues, fears and my own prison and I had the biggest Aha! moment of my life. Sometimes it clicks and you are in awe because it was right in front of you.
I think being aware of the cycle is already a 90% of the job done. Because at least you know what is not working anymore and what cannot go with you to the next level. Also, who cannot go with you. I don’t know if everyone experiences cutting people off the way I do, but for me it’s the inner image I get of just flying higher and leaving people and situations behind. And I may not know how things will play out in the next few months, but I do know that I have to rewire my brain to think positively and hope that my dreams are coming true even when I cannot see it.
I also understand that you have to make space in your life for new things because if you are running in circles, you cannot open it for new things to enter and old to leave. So, I decided to be a little bit more open to welcome the changes as they come. I think that this year I witnessed the happiness of the people I love where I got to be a supporting role in their lives but what’s coming next is me being in the spotlight. And my dreams coming true in the way it only makes sense to me. What other people want for me and what they expect is none of my concern.
And there is something so liberating in following your path and just doing whatever you want to do. Also, it’s about listening to your intuition more because it’s really important. Intuition is saving our lives more than we think.
So, here’s to ending cycles and exiting circles that no longer serve us. It’s time for things to start falling into place because life truly can change overnight. If I can get sick overnight, my life surely can change by 360 degrees overnight too.

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