I think that one of the prettiest days or night are those when it’s raining outside, and you’re in your warm home, under a soft blanket with a tea and book. It just feels so nice, so peaceful and for me it’s the perfect way of spending a day/night. Some people enjoy in rain and that kind of weather, but I like it only when I’m at home. Because when it’s raining, I’m not able to function. Umbrella in one hand, bag in the other, when I have to buy something, I have to hold the umbrella with my chin… I hate it. If it’s dry and sunny or dry and cloudy, I can handle it. I love it. I love cold winter without snow.

I don’t know if I’m the only one, but I think that the whole idea of love between a man and a woman has lost its direction. Most of the guys are frightened of commitment, or they just want to have fun, on the other hand, girls are either like most of the men / they want to have fun, or they are in a long relationships with drained love. Unfortunately, many of them would settle for anything, if the person they like has only one good side, they’d stick to them and stay with them, no matter what.And it doesn’t matter if they are unhappy. Some people are afraid of loneliness, and that’s the reason why they would settle for anything. Because anything is better than loneliness.

I just don’t think that’s the path I should take. I want to learn about myself first, I want to love myself in order to love someone else. I want to expand my horizons, I want to learn more, I want to know more, I want to know what could fit me. I already know what I don’t want. And that’s a start. But what makes me sad, is the fact that so many men are frightened by getting attached to a woman. Some reasons are logical, for example big distance can be a reason why they get frightened, but sometimes distance is nothing. I think it’s nothing, If you love someone, nothing can stop you. Guys are afraid of bold, independent girls. Girls who know what they want, girls who chase their dreams, girls who don’t want to settle for less of what they want. I’ve experienced it on my skin. I know how bad it can be. But that’s not important. The important thing is to go further, to swim towards the future, to make a path to reach your dreams. To catch them and make them true.